hmm.
the issue of FAT.
wot exactly is deemed as FAT.
its tru wot she said of ppl being judgemental of only the outer appearances. but i blieve one shld carry about a confidence on herself and her appearance/not bein afraid of wot ppl think. its hard to reach sucha stage of self actualisation (omg,maslow's need theory) but anw, its really impt to noe u love urself. be it diets, mega exercising or not gonna eat kinda thg- we gotta admit it. we cant STOP eating yummilicious fooD! =) *drowls* even i struggle with the issue of bein fat. but im glad i have my family, friends and boyfriend to b thr for me. these 3 bodies are essential to me.
enough abt hearing how many KGs ppl have lost. wot abt their fun happy lovin times of jus eatg wotevr they like? admit it tt thr are ppl tt eat non stop and don get fat. and i admit im not one of ths with worms in my stomach. eat healthy and eat well.. cos no amt of wealth can recover wot u lost by not livin a healthy life. (: like mr osh, health is wealth.
to me, it aint about healthy eating, its bout bein myself. u dont restrain ur own personality and love for food jus cos of ur weight. u noe, sometimes ppl do jus the opposite. when we really go to the gym and tryta lose it out, i guess we realised we've gained more weight - for me yes! =p and its cos im building all the muscles. i think i dont need a personal trainer or a diet. all i need is jus the confidence of myself and my friends telling me how beautiful i look. (: i think tts the best diet ever..! makes me too happy to wanna eat anythg else. (: like they say, smiles are the best aphrodisac (however u spell tt) =)
btw, i went shoppg with deb and laine. we all got the same skirt. hello it was cheap! (: cheapos* but yea, shock to noe i can fit into a size 10 when i used to wear size 12. oopps. (: so glad. but somehow, i think im still gainin weight round my stomach. =p and my legs. u think i aint, but u noe i am. oh wells (: shall sit less during work-very bad. =p BUT i cant blieve i left my fox bag with deb and laine. ohwells, lets hope i get it back soon. am jus waiting for june to come.. jus see how the money rolls in and out of my pockets.. hmms, when can i ever go shoppin with vic? *ponders* seriously cant wait to shop with her. havent had a real gd shoppg experience with her. my best gal! (; save money k! we shall go "SHOPPIN"
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back (: me and jo's 14mths was not so bad. he gave me roses.. AWWW* cant stand it lah. how nice. but tt was to appease me. cant stand the fact tt that sock is smsg him.. im really pissed. jus cant wait to wear her and put her in my sMELly kelly shoe. (: heees.. tts alil bitchy lah. but i really dont like other gals tellin my guy their daily life. it sucks yeah babes? like why shld they?sometimes we think why our guy! *hmphs* possessive me.. =) cant help it lahh..btw, i ate laksa (HOT!!!) and yess, it was good. im like down with a throat pain now (guess i choked on the chilli or sth) haha.. jo must b laughin his guts out [u dare] but he asked me to go and see a docs (: so swt. u pay lor.. reality steps in. alright, i shall see one if my condition worsens tmr.. i can feel it coming.. a HOT FEVER. =p
starting to miss alot of things.. (: but i loved shoppin ytd. i bought heeeels.
-someone pls remind me to take leave on friday to watch vic bowl. i wish my babe bowls so well she cries and i can b her shoulder of happy tears (: weeee* GO GAL.
buhbye.. i think tts alot of a big bitch like me with a small attitude. haha (: im not a bitch. im an angel.. la la lala lala